I never missed a sunset, the fiery reds and burnt oranges,
eating up the sky, it reminded me of what the end of the world might look like, I think that is probably why I never missed one.
This was different though, this was beautiful; yellow light dancing,
like fireflies around a lantern.
Everything was the same, right here, in the very same chair
on the very same porch, only this time I wasn't sad,
this time I could imagine next week, next month, next year.
This time I could imagine tomorrow; the first tomorrow
I had imagined in a long line of burning sunsets.
I wondered if Georgia being here had something to do with that.
Probably, the only sunsets I'd noticed this evening were the ones between her eyelids.
"What are you looking at?" asked Georgia, with a puzzled look on her face.
"Just Georgia," I replied.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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