Needing The Bad Boy.
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How I see me is different to how you see me .
But I guess that's what I'm afraid of the most is you seeing me how I see myself everyday.
This book is about a girl who try's to find herself . She tries to find out if everything she's ever lived for is worth it .
Will she find what she's looking for or will she find someone who will .
Trigger warning- this book is quite deep and contains violence self harm and harsh thoughts .you might not agree with some of the things I write but don't hate. This isnt just a bad book though it has a good message and shows you that you can make it. If you ever need help please read this book or text me and I'll try give u the best advice .
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