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If only she knew

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Time 24m

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I love you so much. 

I moaned in pleasure as she left little kisses along my neck and shoulders. Her lips trailed just a little lower causing me to shiver making me go weak. 
I love you Alex Kingsman. You're mine. 

Alex has just been discharged from the hospital after a suicide attempt. So now she has to continue where she left off.
Back to school. Back to family. And back to Violet Cole. 

Will Violet finally be the death of her? Or will she become her saviour?All Rights Reserved

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Careful What You Wish For

Grace's life is crappy. Her parents fight constantly and couldn't care less about her. She deals with depression and being suicidal and an addict. The only good thing in her life is her girlfriend, Page. After her 17th birthday, she wishes for a better life, cuts herself excessively, and passes out from blood loss. She goes into a coma and finds herself in a "better life" where she has everything she's ever wanted. Except Page. (Warning: self harm, addiction, excessive arguing, suicidal thoughts/actions, depressing thoughts, violence, drug use, drinking alcohol, smoking cigarettes, abuse, strong language)