Holding Onto You [Joshler] au

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Parts 24
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Reads 4,753
Votes 158
Parts 24
Time 1h 6m

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Tyler is a shy boy dealing with depression, self harm,  and physical abuse at home. 
Josh hides behind a mask of his disguise... but when they cross paths everything changes.All Rights Reserved

abuse cutting depression fanfiction gaylove josh joshler love tyler

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