Crushes Into Lovers

"Can I tell you something?" He asks, his breath brushing against my lips.

"Sure." I swallow hard. He licks his lips and looks at my own and then my eyes.

"Can I kiss you? Because I want to kiss you... So fucking bad." My breath hitched and my body erupted with tingles. What. Is. Happening.

"Well I don't know I've never-" I stopped once I saw him move closer, both of us closing our eyes. Our lips were about to touch....

•••••

Crushes are stupid. They're stupid because they can stay crushes for so long. It's called a crush because the feelings are one sided. Once you figure out how one sided it is, it can crush you.

Who the hell came up with this term? It's unacceptable. Completely bonkers.

That's the annoying part; it being one sided. No matter what happens, your heart and mind come together and say, 'you know they may really like you. They just don't show it because they're nervous you don't like them back. Little do they know, you do.'

Those thoughts need to go away! I hate hearing them. But they continue to repeat themselves and convince me he likes me back, just keeps it a secret.

I, Courtney Blake, vow to not crush on any boy ever again.

Yeah... This vow was bound to be broken. Already was. Right after I made it.