Eternal Pain
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Last published Tue, Apr 16, 2019
Jordan was a loser in his eyes along with the eyes of many others. Everyday he spends it alone, outside, longing for attention. He never gets any. He's too scared to even try to find attention himself. The only attention he gets is through his female friends on Wattpad, all the way from the other side of the world.
Yet again, they could just be faking it.
Follow Jordan's lonely and complex journey of belonging and happiness. Will he find true happiness? Or will he just become an angry asshole like most people in this world?
This story is to help with the movement I'm starting: End Judgement.
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