Impending Love

I have only just made a Facebook account..I know, where have I been?! And today folks, for the first time I saw my fathers face in over 12 years...on his Facebook profile... I freaked out and honestly don't know what I want to do next, our relationship - or lack of it - is so complicated, plus we live on separate sides of the world. I want to say just go for it, but a part of me wants to let sleeping lions lay.
Anyway, my whole mood inspired this short story, about life...time and love and seeking a balence between them....oh gosh, that sounds slightly boring...I hope the story isn't that boring....I promise it will get better.