Am I good enough yet? (Phan)
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You might have heard of someone called Dan Howell, the exhibition designer with a fixation for perfection. He's a control freak.
If you know that, then you'll know you can't get close to him, nobody can. It's impossible. Not one person is as perfect as the paintings, or the sculptures, or the art that can retain its sublimity, it's purity. No one can match how constant and harmonious each piece is.
But then this living embodiment of chaos, messy and disorganised, who's desk and hair are in a permanent state of disarray comes walk- stumbling in.
Meet Phil.
The new museum director- now Dans boss.
Dan is going crazy. How could they hire him! He'll just make a mess of it all...
And yet, although he's not sure why, he can't stand the thought of Phil ever leaving.
But Phil isn't like the art, he's not perfect. He has his own problems, and isn't as innocent as he shows himself to be.
Everyone has a history.
Even Phil.
And he can't escape.
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