On my Way to find ME - Sou - Wattpad

On my Way to find ME

Reads 251
Votes 1
Parts 35
Time 2h 34m

Reads 251
Votes 1
Parts 35
Time 2h 34m

420 abuse anxietydisorder borderline bpd disorder drugs dysfunctional family innerchild kidnap memoir mental mentalhealth mentalillness mother past ptsd relashionship sexualassault survivor time trauma traumabonds violence

On My Way to Find Me is a deeply personal memoir by Sou, chronicling the complex and tumultuous path of self-discovery amidst the challenges of living with mental health disorders. Navigating Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD, anxiety, and depression, Sou invites readers into a world where the mind is fragmented and the voices of 23 inner council members shape each moment of her life. Through vivid memories, raw emotions, and inner dialogues, this story explores the delicate balance between survival and healing, and the search for identity amidst the chaos.All Rights Reserved

420 abuse anxietydisorder borderline bpd disorder drugs dysfunctional family innerchild kidnap memoir mental mentalhealth mentalillness mother past ptsd relashionship sexualassault survivor time trauma traumabonds violence

Table of contents

35 parts

Sign up to add On my Way to find ME to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy by Winchesters_united

The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.

Walk With Me by Olivezpicklez

(DISCONTINUED) I walked all the way to the park. I waited every day for at least thirty minutes. I walked back my confidence withering. Every. Single. Time. I was tired of waiting, I had my hopes up for way too long. One more walk, one more wait. He will be there. And he was. Lost on the path of not only life but her own decisions, Harlow Swan takes a chance to find her long lost friend, or crush, should I say. Meeting up with him again after two years, she realizes that maybe life wasn't so bad after all, and maybe there were some things that weren't as horrible as she thought. But not long after, things begin to go downhill, and her hopes begin to crumble. Harlow thinks that maybe once she's put her life back together, along with her hope, maybe everything would be normal again. But maybe everything wasn't meant to be normal, maybe it was all meant to be awful and way too truthful for her liking. It isn't just any normal story, after all; it's hers.

Journey Back To Me: Learning to live with Borderline Personality Disorder by AuthorJRyan

Lying to avoid explaining the millions of conflicting emotions that dance inside, set aflame. Ringmaster is always unbalanced-not sure how to feel and heal. He never learned how to process despair, too busy to sit with the emotions, care for them, validate them. He pretends to be strong, pushes through the day because no one cares as much as he does. Now you can find out what it is like to survive yourself. In the mental breakdown state of her mind, the emotionally broken girl copes with life's hardships in a cognitive capacity of a modern non-traditional circus. Based on true-life events, my 73,459-word fiction novel is based on real experiences living with borderline personality disorder. A Journey Back to Me: Learning to live with Borderline Personality Disorder is where Ringmaster and the circus performers take the audience on an adventure through mental illness. My book takes place at Planet Janet, a fantasy circus in which the Ringmaster interacts with each performance while interweaving my personal experiences of coping and living with the daily struggles of depression, rage, anxiety, panic attacks, and relationships. Each performer at the circus has a specific act that correlates with how I dealt with each situation.

Finding Myself ✓ by sihle0071

[COMPLETELY EDITED AND FINISHED.] "Being abused your whole life isn't nice. Being told that you are not worthy and being punished for all the little mistakes is not nice. I have never had a normal childhood, that includes my siblings. I think if a person asks me the definition of normal I won't know but i think im slowly learning what it is." Join a girl as she navigates her way through her last year of highschool, dealing with abuse while she tries to find herself in the midst of everything. Will she be able to overcome the obstacles that come her way or would she crumble and give up on life. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO ABUSE, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, RAPE AND MATURE LANGUAGE AND LESBIAN FICTION. ☆All names, characters and places are fictious. Any resemblance is purely coincidental. Hope you read and enjoy the book. Started: 8 January 2023. Finished: 3 October 2023. Edited: 8 January 2024 (but you may come across some spelling errors. Sorry about that.)

I Feel You by Labdhi_

I FEEL You: Your Comprehensive Guide to Mental Health Lost in the labyrinth of your mind? Battling the relentless onslaught of depression, anxiety, and negativity? You're not alone. I FEEL You is a lifeline, a beacon of hope for those navigating the stormy seas of mental health. This introspective inquiry goes into the depths of the human psyche, providing solace and understanding to people experiencing self-doubt and isolation. "I FEEL YOU" teaches readers how to take control of their mental health by simply outlining the signs and symptoms of various challenges and providing helpful coping skills. It promotes self-compassion, resilience, and the pursuit of happiness despite life's hardships. This book, packed with relevant experiences and practical guidance, is a vital resource for people of all ages, providing hope and inspiration on the journey to healing. Gain a better knowledge of your mind and identify the fundamental reasons of your mental health issues. This book, with its combination of scientific understanding and compassionate narrative, walks you through practical ways for dealing with these challenges, allowing you to develop emotional strength and resilience. Learn how to break away from negative thought habits that might hold you back and cultivate a more cheerful and empowered attitude on life. Discover the transformational power of human connection as you investigate the value of genuine connections and seek consolation in the support of others. This book explains how making meaningful relationships may lay a solid basis for healing and personal growth. As you read through these pages, you will rediscover hope and purpose, rekindling your inner flame and discovering new significance in every part of your life. Trust the cosmos, trust in your own power, and remember that you are never alone on this trip. We can weather life's storms together, find inner peace, and come out stronger, smarter, and closer than before.

The girl who is the full moon |memoir 2| complete by TM-tarantino

My memoir sequel of "the girl who should've been left at airport security!" This will talk about my life at present, my goals and aspirations as well some more positive out look on life! Though the thirty five years were rough, let's see if I can flip the script and do better for my self! Tw: mild mental illness, depression, swearing! Final word count: 45448 Impressive rank! 8- loveofbooks 18- diverseliterature 239- bravery 317 -memoirs 4- lifeandtimes

Let's Do This 1: Stormi and Sebastian by EJKnight90

When your twin steals your fiancé and your family knew about the betrayal? The only logical thing to do is move 3,000 miles away across the country, cutting all contact with everyone who hurt you and starting over. What happens when life takes a few twists and turns, and suddenly you're getting some fame, and your family feels the need to crap all over it? Do you stand up to them? Or let them rip more good from your life? Follow Stormi's story as she navigates all this drama and more.

(Excerpt Only) Violet - The Discovering Us Series - Book 1 by KLJenkins_Author

THIS BOOK IS NOW AVAILABLE ON GALATEA, I HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE. What do you do when you're trapped in a bad situation with the person that wanted to be a parent to you? You agree to rent out your womb to give two men the baby of their dreams whilst planning your escape from said bad situation. But things don't go to plan, and my world crashes around me when Henry feels threatened enough to come for me, all whilst I'm falling in love with the men that I'm now living with. Will I survive? This Story has a trigger warning due to the depiction of Abuse, rape, pregnancy loss and mental health. There may be grammatical errors The Discovering Us Series follows along Violets journey throughout.

Letters to My Girl by LilleKraake

Autobiographical letters written for my daughter, who went no contact, so she knows exactly who I am if she reaches out someday and I am not alive to tell her myself.

Becoming Scarlett | ✓ by Ashley_Mariex

❝She's one of those girls you just can't walk away from. One of those girls you will never forget, no matter how hard you might try.❞ BOOK ONE OF THE SCARLETT CHRONICLES | After being kidnapped as a young child, seventeen year old Scarlett Grey is finally returned to her family. She is thrown into her old life and expected to forget her past and move on as the girl she once was. Scarlett wants nothing more than to be a normal teenage girl: make friends, get good grades and blend in. That is, until she's torn between who she once was, who she is expected to be and who she is becoming. As old friends pull her one way, new friends another, and buried secrets threaten everything she has come to believe, will Scarlett get caught up in the torrents of teenage drama? Or will the consequences of her past be too much for her to handle? |Winner of the 2017 Chance Awards| • Inspired by the Grey's Anatomy episode entitled "The Girl With No Name". Please be advised this story contains mature and sensitive themes such as abuse, scenes involving post traumatic stress disorder and severe anxiety, as well as some (okay quite a bit of) explicit language. Cover by yours truly, approved by @Tayxwriter Highest Rank: #61 in Teen Fiction (2018/05/09) Copyright © Ashley Marie

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy cover

Walk With Me cover

Journey Back To Me: Learning to live with Borderline Personality Disorder cover

Finding Myself ✓ cover

I Feel You cover

The girl who is the full moon |memoir 2| complete cover

Let's Do This 1: Stormi and Sebastian cover

(Excerpt Only) Violet - The Discovering Us Series - Book 1 cover

Letters to My Girl cover

Becoming Scarlett | ✓ cover

Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy

The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.