Never too late to die

Dying as you might know is something you can't escape from. But how do you wish to die? Why does some people die just because they don't find happiness in this world? do you think somebody could've helped them from dying? is it possible to find happiness in this world? have you ever thought about how would you die? I'm too coward to die when I think about my family. I may be able to cut my hands to enjoy the physical pain but not brave enough to cut short my life. who could make me happy?