If Only She Knew {Slowly Updating}
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  • Time 4h 22m
_xoceleste_
Ongoing, First published Sep 24, 2016
Mature
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He's Powerful. 
He's Cold Hearted. 
He's Feared. 
He's a Killer. 
But for her. Oh but for her. He would sacrifice everything and anything. She was his light. His love.

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She's loving.
She's caring.
She's strong and confident. 
She's also a badass. 
But for him. For him, she would drop everything. He was her life. But that wasn't enough for him. 

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If only he knew just how much pain his betrayal had caused her. 
If only she knew just how much pain and despair her leaving had caused him. 

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