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Don't Even Bother

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Parts 12
Time 1h 42m

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I'm not a heartless-emotionless bitch. I'm just doing what is best for everyone. When they learn what I've had to do to survive they will be ashamed. I only bring trouble. I already lost everything and everyone I once loved. I'm not ready to care and lose again; Im just not strong enough.

But what happens when someone goes against all your reasons and will's. They carve inside your heart so deep that it will hurt in the end to be with them and not to be with them. 
"But what ever I do, I must not fall in love," she chanted to herself.All Rights Reserved

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Love Again ♥ by _Beautiful_Struggle

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Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️ by ZaynismRules

***this book contains suicidal thoughts and tendencies, may not be appropriate for younger audiences*** In which she looks for the purpose of life. Lily Carter's parents died in a car crash leaving her and Laura, girl was depressed long before her parents passed away and with all the problems turning up now, Lily felt more miserable - if that's even possible. With her journey to look for life's purpose and grab the small pinch of HOPE - which is ironically her second name -, will she finally snap at the pressure and finally end it all? or will a small light lit her darkened world of grief and loneliness? * "So you know. The little goth girl who gets bullied is indeed a mess. There's this mess in her head that eats her alive everyday isn't it? What to do now Kaden? Tell the whole neighborhood and recieve an award for taking out a crazy in this world?" I spit like vomit. His eyes warmed up as I finished, "Lily. It isn't like that" "What is it then? People stopped caring... they gave up, why aren't you?" I fought my tears. "Because I feel the need to care. Did Leigh hurt you? Did she hit you?" he finally noticed the unusual redness of my cheek. I don't like the way he told me he needed to care for me. I felt like an obligation, a responsibility that he is carrying and carrying leads to getting tired and when people gets tired, they give up. I don't want them to give up on me. But they will, so it's good not to make them care for me in the first place. "I never needed anyone. I stopped needing anyone before, why start now?" I uttered the words again. Why? There is nothing to fight for. No mama. No papa. No sister to love me. No one. So why would I waste my life and the time of others to fix what is already broken - and someone who doesn't want to be fixed? If I may add. Maybe I gave up. No, scratch that. I gave up a long time ago - when my parents died, my hope and purpose went away with them.

Ariana Carter. by Girlzshallbegirls

<<•Her POV•>> "But I don't want to. It's too scary. See, now I'm sounding like a scared little bitch." I say mimicking what Lisa said to me before. Kyle gave me an assuring look. "You'll be fine, Ariana. Everyone loves you." I shook my head at his stupid comment. He's wrong about everything. No one really loves me. I don't want to feel love or loved. The feeling hurts so fucking much. I've already fallen in love and the feeling of pure heart broken just... I couldn't face the world. I turned around and saw the man him self. Jake Kingston. The guy I fell in love with but lost. I couldn't face him or the world anymore... So things started to go cliché. Jake: Bad boy. Mia: Good girl. = Couple. Then there is me. I was a current nobody to a popular piece of shit. I'm such a worthless bitch. I ran up the stage and waited until the curtains open. I'm going to do this... I'm doing this for Jake. I'm telling him my love for him is real. It's not a game. It's reality. <<•>>

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A Taste Of Life by _sincerelysammie

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Alleys. by TwerkForMehNiall

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True Love or Demonic Lust by yutta-hey

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His Waitress by bubblysun

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Lucid dreamer [Dark Dreams] by currentlydreaming_00

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Love Again ♥ cover

Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️ cover

Ariana Carter. cover

Irresistible Love cover

He Owns Me, I Own Him cover

A Taste Of Life cover

True Love or Demonic Lust cover

His Waitress cover

Lucid dreamer [Dark Dreams] cover

Love Again ♥

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