Hopeless empty words
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This story isn't about August's water...or the fault in our stars or anything that is related to this book... I had this idea and i wanted to share it with you ...just to let you know...bonne lecture
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Life sometimes is so freaking unfair...knowing that you might die in every single moment. Leaving with this fear is just horrible ... Actually No one said I'm living but I'm not dying either , I'm just an empty spirit that is no longer afraid of death or maybe I'm just pretending that and it's the hardest part because it hurts... So bad , maybe I'm thirsty to have a normal life like so many other teens have. I'm jealous, so jealous.
I'm depressed that's what says my Bestfriend O'Connor , probably he is right !...but just look around me, I don't have the right to love or let someone love me because I don't want to hurt them... And who will love a person who is TOUCHED BY DEATH ? . I sometimes search for my soul but it never works. She is no longer here ...lost between two worlds . Just like me not knowing whether you are LIVING or you are DYING...sometimes in deep inside me I believe that my end will be the begging of something new , a place where I can live finally in peace !
This is me the boy who is TOUCHED BY DEATH
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This boy is depressed he just can't stop saying these HOPELESS EMPTY WORDS "I'm not living...I will die , my life is nothing but curse "... He never thought that he will be able to be happy once again and forget about his disease , until now . he will taste LOVE , maybe leave a scar ...everything is possible if he just stop saying some hopeless empty words!
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Until he meets star !
And maybe he will have the biggest adventure of his life !
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