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~~it's only a nightmare~~ (a natewantstobattle fanfic)

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HawkWantsToWrite

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The first fan fiction i've ever posted anywhere yay!

~~~TRIGGER WARNINGS~~~~
brutal death, sexual assault, depression, racism, gore, homophobic speech, -more will be  added as the story progresses- 

(note: i included a lot of these things to show how harsh and cruel and awful people can  be, i do not agree with the acts committed by some of the characters in this story. IF you are sensitive to really heavy topics and disturbing descriptions, then for your own mental state please don't read this story.) 



Nathan Smith was a popular musician online with a good life and a loyal following. At least until he died. Now, he doesn't know what to do. This is a story of corruption and finding oneself even when it feels like everything is against them.


(Note: all side characters featured will be randomly named and are not based on real people. This includes any angels and anyone new nate meets.)


(this description is messy but *shrug*All Rights Reserved

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Sweet Caroline by GoddessHedone

"Why didn't you tell me you like it rough?" Nathan says excitedly as he pulls me on top of him, moving against me without actually entering me. "I can do rough." I cry out in pain as he smacks my ass, but it's a good kind of pain. I didn't even know I liked this. I've never had anyone hit me during sex. Ever. We kiss again, both hungry for so much more. *** FINISHED STORY with 73 chapters & 2 epilogues. After pining after her ex for a year, living with her parents and working shitty temp jobs, Caroline finally breaks free. New town, new job, new life. Of course, she manages to shut herself out of her apartment during her first week in her new apartment. A handsome stranger invites her in, and a hot affair begins... Nathan is hot as fuck and more than willing to help Caroline explore her sexuality in ways she never even imagined. Caroline is more than happy to let him into her bed again and again. But who is Nathan really? And why won't he share any details about his life with her? Is she willing to risk her entire future for him? With exes popping up left, right and center, Caroline is in for one hell of a year. Chances are it will all blow up in her face and she'll end up losing more than she gained. Oh well, at least she gets some mind-blowing sex to soften the blow.

The Journalist, The General, and The Pirate by Acid5801

Decades. He'd wasted decades of his life doing what? Chasing the minuscule sparks of passion to ease the aching void in his chest? Wasn't there something better? Someone to guide him away from the misery? Distract him from the life he couldn't escape from? There were days he didn't know which way was up and where the sea began. Where the skies collided with the dirt and delved into the inferno of the hells. The whispers of creatures that should have had no interest in a mortal caressing the shell of his ears. Beings he believed to be just as mortal as himself and if one observed their flaws they might have been. Walking the city grounds and sailing the oceans as easily as anyone. Blockades of fire and ice prevented their hands from intertwining. Now he balanced atop the wall. Grabbing both with shaky arms and keeping them close. Please don't leave. Fangs and claws used to claim him. Gentle kisses and caresses to calm him. Breathless words pulled him deeper into the madness. Further into inky darkness speckled with blinding light. Granting him everything he never knew he'd wanted. A dream come reality. Strange how love could spark from pain. How fickle. And how much he only wanted more. ((Heelloooo, thanks for clicking. :3 Its been quite a bit since I've written anything but I wanted to try something new. Been into making my own novels and stories and this ones an au based around the chars of my current works. This is gonna be a m/m story. Well theres three of them but who doesnt love a love triangle. Hope ya'll enjoy my for funzies story with love, heartbreak, and gay ass sex. At least weekly updates but possibly more often. We shall see haha. Feel free to ask questions or comment your thoughts, I love those Now, quick warning that there are dark themes involved in this story including manipulation, power dynamics, and dubious consent. Those chapters can be skippable without losing too much plot but I'm warning in advance that viewer discretion is advised.))

The Glow by FunTime629

(( So bottom line this whole story is basically a "prototype" for something else I want to do. The five stages of Grief, the glow Ted and Nathan I hope you enjoy this organized mess of a story.)) Once upon a time there was a A brainiac Nerd whose name was Nathaniel Wild but he prefers Nathan, he's a A+ student and is smart enough to know the reality of things and to know what happens can't we undone or pushed under the rug. So Once upon a time there was a popular Jock named Theodore Hisao, everyone adored him And everyone loves him, but his girlfriend cheated on him and he was faced with the fact his soul mate was not only a complete Nerd but a guy. Both of them face some...problems and why you might ask? Let's just say that...A glow will guide them through the dark. Five Dim lights will violently or just scare them into the right path. (Oh and Cheese and Crackers this story has 700 people reading...Im so scared)

Broken Pieces... (18+) by Averyleaxoxo

ｗａｒｎｉｎｇ | The following story contains vulgar language and sexual scenes that might be offensive to some readers. So don't go complaining in the comment section because you've been warned... • • • Being 17 is hard. It's even harder when you're basically taking care of your mother who's a drug addict and young brother. It's also hard dealing with the murder of your father and the lost friendship it caused. It's hard being alone, and even harder knowing you've caused it yourself. Maria is living this hard life, with built up anger, and resentment towards her mother and the murder. She is sent to the new counselor to "help" her with moving on from her past. But is this new counselor just a bandage covering Maria's true problems, or is he what she needs to fix it all? • • • My nails dig into his shoulders, those gray eyes beaming through me as I loudly moan his name, Mr. Wolfe. He places his free hand over my mouth, muffling my lust filled moans. "Call me Nate." He whispers. Nate pulls out his fingers and takes a couple steps back, looking over my burning body, craving just his touch. "Come over tonight." He tucks another card in my bra, then softly kisses my forehead as he walks out of his office. "See you tonight around 5, Miss. Moore." // chapter two • • • This is my first Wattpad story so I hope you enjoy it my lovelies! -AveryLeā

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An archive of oneshots - every chapter is separate and can be read on its own 1.On the way back from a case, a phone call with your father leaves you angry, broken and sad. What you don't expect is Hotch, your boss and the man you've been harboring feelings for to be there for you with words and acts of comfort. (fluffy fic request from tumblr) 2.A case hoists your whole team to a location where you're forced to work closely for a week with your boss and the man you've been harboring unwanted feelings for. Those emotions start to fester, making you both act unlike yourselves. (aka someone yearns over someone and is MAD about it) 3. Sequel to nr.2 but can be read separately: Hotch has a steady grip on his life. All measured and predictable. Then one morning in the cold, frigid air of the Alaskan landscape, daylight pours in through the opened windows of his hotel room. His eyes still shut, the sunrays warm up his face despite the lilac breeze. He finds himself with a bedmate but cannot recall the night before. (Also:) After a bad case that leaves you wounded, Hotch and you are scared to cross into 'otherness'. 4. A nsfw one shot (w iceplay): Hotch has a challenging relationship with a person who is up for questioning tags: (respectable) age-gap romance; work relationship; yearning/longing; hurt/comfort; angst; fluff; hotch is an acts of service kind of guy; dddy issues package

Hated- Really? by deepsea15

She knew his identity. He didn't know hers. She just wanted to have him around. He didn't. She knew they could not be together. He didn't. She didn't plan for longer. But he did. What will happen when he comes to know her real identity? Will he be able to stop himself in time from falling or will she have to face his wrath for hiding the truth. __________ "Do you believe in love?" He whispered in her ears making her jump. He was close, no, too close. She could feel his breath and hear her heart beat pounding very fastly. She took a few steps back to get her personal space secured. "You scared me." "Sorry, that was unintentional and I did not know that you are that weak." He smirked at her. "I am not weak.. That..." she saw him taking a step towards her. She gulped and then continued. ".. is a..." Another step. ".. normal.." One more step closer. ".. reaction." Another step. By now, he was again within her personal space. "I think we should go and see if Natey is done with her books." She whispered and laughed nervously and turned back only to be hold and pulled back to a hard chest. He had purposely swirled her along with him, changing their position. His front was dangerously touching her back. "It's a weak who always run away showing back." He whispered in her ears, his breaths touching her neck. His hands were placed just below her breast and touching most of her abs part. ___________________________________________________________________________ This is my first attempt at writing. So please bear with me :) Suggestions, feedback, comments and votes are welcomed. :)

the life of abuse ↬ aphmau by oreotaemilkeu

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THE GANG LEADER by Moon8100

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Sweet Caroline

"Why didn't you tell me you like it rough?" Nathan says excitedly as he pulls me on top of him, moving against me without actually entering me. "I can do rough." I cry out in pain as he smacks my ass, but it's a good kind of pain. I didn't even know I liked this. I've never had anyone hit me during sex. Ever. We kiss again, both hungry for so much more. *** FINISHED STORY with 73 chapters & 2 epilogues. After pining after her ex for a year, living with her parents and working shitty temp jobs, Caroline finally breaks free. New town, new job, new life. Of course, she manages to shut herself out of her apartment during her first week in her new apartment. A handsome stranger invites her in, and a hot affair begins... Nathan is hot as fuck and more than willing to help Caroline explore her sexuality in ways she never even imagined. Caroline is more than happy to let him into her bed again and again. But who is Nathan really? And why won't he share any details about his life with her? Is she willing to risk her entire future for him? With exes popping up left, right and center, Caroline is in for one hell of a year. Chances are it will all blow up in her face and she'll end up losing more than she gained. Oh well, at least she gets some mind-blowing sex to soften the blow.