Afraid
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Last published Thu, Sep 29, 2016
Feeling lonely, feeling nobody on your side, feeling no love, feeling useless, feeling the worst feeling you can ever feel "AFRAID?" Hi, my name is Skylar and I'm an abused girl. My mom died a few years ago, which meant that I had to stay with my dad. My father never loved me. He was always saying how useless I was. I'm 13. I'm a 13 year old girl. I'm a 13 year old girl getting abused by her father. I might not have my mom anymore, I might be useless, I might be AFRAID. "AFRAID" is the only thing I can say. I'm a 13 year old girl getting abused by her father and feeling the worst feeling AFRAID...
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