she felt like she was losing her mind ,
she felt like there wasn't nobody there for here ,
she felt like if she didn't talk to anyone she'll be okay ,
she felt like death was the only way out ,
she felt like that time was her time ,
she felt like there was no more hope ,
until that day she meet him ,
and he saved her .
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he wanted love ,
he wanted someone who wasn't perfect ,
he wanted honesty ,
he wanted truth ,
he wanted beauty ,
he wanted years not months ,
he wanted forever ,
he wanted fire in the heart ,
he wanted ice in the eyes ; with lighters in them ,
that was till he meet her and saved her .
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they were unbreakable ,
they were loved ,
they were perfect and imperfect ,
they were beauty ,
they were ice and fire ,
they were love ,
they were forever ,
they were everything they both wanted .
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I wanted to love someone who knew complexity but was humble
Someone who knew dark but was light
Someone who knew how to hurt but didn't
Someone who knew how to rule but didn't
And right there I realised
That I was searching just the opposite of what I was
Of what I felt
Because when you are dark you want light right?
But you changed my mind
You showed me the light and you showed me the dark
You showed me the power and you showed me weakness
You showed me love and you showed me hate
You showed me how to live and not survive
You taught me to choose, to take choices
But you never taught me how to die
How to leave
You showed me everything but now I have nothing, I am nothing
Just a reminder in your brain
Of when I was physical
Of when my blood pumped freely through my veins