This Little Life of Mine
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Last published Wed, Sep 28, 2016
WARNING: MAY BE A TRIGGERING STORY AND IN NO WAY IS THIS PROMOTING DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, SMOKING, DRINKING ETC!!!
Emerald has been depressed lately and getting worse. Feeling like she has no will to live she tries to commit suicide. During her unsuccessful attempt she starts to realize things get better thanks to her friends Harley and Gracelin. After things start to turn around for Emerald she is crushed once more, but by what? Can Emerald get through this struggle or will she give in to her long ago poisons once more?
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