"Our scars are what remains us of who you are not what you were they show that you are a survivor of a nightmare James and not some puppet for peoples entertainment" "How did you do it (Y/n)?" "I remembered what I was fighting for and to hold on to it for it was better to wake up screaming then never wake up at all " Bucky Barnes has slowly started to get his memories and life back but Hydra is still after him even with the help of Steve and Sam. One day Bucky meets a young woman who has been though her own amount of issues and trouble. Will the slowly opened up to each other about what they have been though and there past or will it haunt them as hydra haunts Bucky and the feeling for drowning haunts You.