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Last published Mon, Sep 26, 2016
Tagsüber am lautesten lachen und nachts am meisten weinen... aber es tut irgendwann so weh wenn man lacht obwohl man weinen will, schweigt obwohl man schreien will & kämpft obwohl man aufgeben will!
In diesem Buch geht es alleine um mein Leben, also ist es eine "wahre Begebenheit" und nichts Ausgedachtes. Ich schreibe dieses Buch für mich und möchte weder Fame werden , oder bemitleidet werden. Vielen geht es sicher genauso und werden mich auch bei vielen Sachen verstehen können....
also viel "spaß" beim Lesen meiner Geschichte
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