Forever a Lie

I still remember his scent that he would leave behind in my clothes. I still remember his hazel eyes that looked deep into my soul. I still remember the words he had said to me "you're my forever and always." But then I snapped into reality. Reality was that I had thought we were true to each other. I thought and thought about all the memories that were sealed into my brain. But no matter what I did those times wouldn't come back. There were gone and so was he. Nothing more I could do that would make him change. Nothing more to heal my shattered heart. Nothing more to actually convince me even more that "forever" really is a lie. Nothing more to make me feel better except for one thing, which was to beat him at his own game which is something I promised myself that I will accomplish even it means I'd to have die.