Cancer~Phan
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" Do you believe in me?"
"Of course I do"
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In April 2015, Phil Lester shocked the world of YouTube when he was diagnosed with cancer. His best friend, Dan Howell is taking this harder than anyone else.
Phil goes through different struggles each day and tomorrow is still unknown. No one will know what will happen tomorrow or the next day.
What will tomorrow bring for them?
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