Dear diary, what is wrong with me?

Everything’s gone wrong. They manipulated and twisted the situation and now everything is wrong. How could everything go from being so good, to everything being so bad? How could they do this to me? I thought that they were my friends; apparently I was wrong. School today was the worst. I had no idea what I was walking into, and now that today is almost over, I want to go back and start the day again, just so that I can be prepared for everything that I am going to face. It’s all wrong. Who knew missing one party could change so much? Who knew that in one night, friendships would be ruined? This is a true story of a girls life over the span of 6 years. Her story of inner turmoil, friendship circles and death starts in 2007. This story is about how becoming friends with one person changed can change your life. This is a story of resilience and how one girl struggles to love life and accept what has become the 'new normal'.