cinnamon and fame

One moment turned into eternity. Moments turn into memories. Sometimes life gets to you at the worst time. You know what they say, to get to the rainbow you have to take the rain as well. No happiness without pain and hurt. But I already had my dosis of hurt, where was my sunshine? My name is Devon. No, I'm a girl. No, my mum didn't choose that name while she was drugged up giving birth to me. Let me introduce myself. As many, I had a huge crush on this boy who played video games for a living. With a following of 75.000 people, I was like an ant. A tiny, unnoticeable thing in a huge crowd. But he was everything to me. As much as I complained about not having any good karma in my life, he was the light I still had left. Kind of like the last bit of sun you see before all brightness disappears behind the clouds. Zack was his name. Even just thinking about him makes me smile. It reminds me of his witty commentary and the passion he has for making videos. His smile gets me through the tough stuff, it makes me forget.

Forget that I'm not me.
Forget that I was not the same ever since, that, happened.