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Awaken me (ONGOING)

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(This ain't your average teen cliche book.) 

~~~~~

Nothing ever was too late to say the three words. But I would never be able to say I love you to his face, one thing I wish I could've done before I died. 

Well, I wasn't technically dead. Nor did I technically die.

Well.

Not literally.

"I'm just not cut out for that ooey gooey stuff; relationships or love , maybe even friends for the time being. Or you could say, I'm just emotionally unavailable at the moment." I inhale quietly looking at his expression. 

But nothing.

He's looking straight at me, but I can tell he's miles away from my voice, just thinking off into the distance. Just how we started. Before this all happened.

"I'm sorry." 

~~~~~

Things were going great for 17 year old Amorette, until, her parents split, she lost all her friends, moved to a different town and ended up meeting the hottest captain of the widely known football team.

Hunter Williams. 

The most popular known kid in school, or should I say, towns. Vipers was known for winning the football championship cup three years in the row, with training on the line and semi- finals to win, Hunter can't waste this opportunity.

But neither can Amorette.

Here's her chance. To start over again.  Have a new beginning and maybe find her true love. 

But with the obstacles of a best friend, a pet, a mother, a baby in her way. All her opportunities go flying out the window, it leaves her with two decisions.

To sacrifice how far she's come and leave it all behind, or say those three words and forget about the hurdles that she had stumbled upon. 

Written by Asthgil AKA (PhoenixMcl)All Rights Reserved

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