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What I Deserve ( ON HOLD)

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Parts 21
Time 4h 32m

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Olivia is in her first year of college and can't wait for the fresh start. 

Throughout high school she was always on the outside of everything, the parties, the gossip, the sports teams...everything.

She has friends but only one who she trust and calls her best friend, the rest she put up with because they had always been friends but now it's just her and Scarlett going to the same College.

She has a boyfriend Mark who is alright but doesn't set her on fire like she reads in books and to be honest he doesn't treat her the way she would like to be but who else is going to have her? No one wants the 'fat one' in her group of friends and compared to the model that is Scarlett no one would look twice at her so she has stayed with Mark hoping one day he will be what she needs.

But what happens when someone comes along who ignites that spark and shows her what she deserves?All Rights Reserved

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Measurements by 1001words

"You're beautiful," he looked me dead in the eyes and I saw that he wasn't joking. He stood up and pulled me up with him. "You are the most beautiful girl I laid my eyes on," he said. "Then you must not have looked at a lot of girls," I responded looking at our feet. He pulled me into an embrace and put his hand on my hips. I tried to wiggle away from him, but he pulled me even closer tightening his grip on me. My head was off to the side. I didn't want to look at him. His finger found his way to my chin and he guided me to look into his eyes. "I will help you see yourself how I see you. I will help you see that you are beautiful. You will love yourself as much as I love you," he proclaimed. He leaned forward breaking the space between us and kissed my cheek. He turned around grabbed my bag and grabbed his keys and went towards the door. ~~~~ Eliza is a short overweight girl. She often compared herself to other girls. She has good friends, awesome brothers, and good grades. But her parents are barely there and when they are they are distant and often feels invisible. When a cute basketball player named Kai takes an interest in her, she finally feels important. He makes her feel alive, wanted, and safe. Battling with her family, friends, weight, and emotions for Kai she tries to find herself. ~~~~~

Irreplaceable by ilovewords_78

Scarlett Mendoza is your typical high school senior. She has a caring boyfriend, a god honest best friend and not to mention perfect grades... all in all, she's who you aspire to be right? Wrong! What happens when her childhood best friend returns out of the blue looking as dreamy as they get? What happens when she discovers that her 'caring' boyfriend in bed with her 'god honest' best friend? What happens when her life crumbles right in front of her? What happens when an old flame returns and she's thrown into a love triangle with her former best friend and her boyfriend? Well, I guess you'll have to read to find out

Weathered Love by JayeKass

"You're not a burden," he said. "OK," I said, again, trying to play it off like I didn't care. I wasn't sure how much longer I could keep up the façade. I could feel the tears banging against the barricade just behind my eyelids, the sobs clawing at the walls of my throat... they were demanding to be let out. "Don't shut me out," he begged in a desperate whisper. *** If only the guys in Ivy's life could be as in love with her as she is with them. Ever the tomboy to keep herself from getting hurt, Ivy knows it's safer to yearn from afar than it is to love up-close. What happens when a new guy shows up at her high school and starts to treat her as more than a friend? What happens when she goes off to college? Will she be liberated? Loved? Or is she condemned to a life on the sidelines, always the buddy, never THAT GIRL?

More Than One [18+] by xx-WillowDane-xx

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Half of My Heart ✔️ by koolkenz

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Pumpkin and Plum by SowmyaVenkatesan1

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Measurements

"You're beautiful," he looked me dead in the eyes and I saw that he wasn't joking. He stood up and pulled me up with him. "You are the most beautiful girl I laid my eyes on," he said. "Then you must not have looked at a lot of girls," I responded looking at our feet. He pulled me into an embrace and put his hand on my hips. I tried to wiggle away from him, but he pulled me even closer tightening his grip on me. My head was off to the side. I didn't want to look at him. His finger found his way to my chin and he guided me to look into his eyes. "I will help you see yourself how I see you. I will help you see that you are beautiful. You will love yourself as much as I love you," he proclaimed. He leaned forward breaking the space between us and kissed my cheek. He turned around grabbed my bag and grabbed his keys and went towards the door. Eliza is a short overweight girl. She often compared herself to other girls. She has good friends, awesome brothers, and good grades. But her parents are barely there and when they are they are distant and often feels invisible. When a cute basketball player named Kai takes an interest in her, she finally feels important. He makes her feel alive, wanted, and safe. Battling with her family, friends, weight, and emotions for Kai she tries to find herself. ~