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What I Deserve ( ON HOLD)

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Parts 21
Time 4h 32m

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Olivia is in her first year of college and can't wait for the fresh start. 

Throughout high school she was always on the outside of everything, the parties, the gossip, the sports teams...everything.

She has friends but only one who she trust and calls her best friend, the rest she put up with because they had always been friends but now it's just her and Scarlett going to the same College.

She has a boyfriend Mark who is alright but doesn't set her on fire like she reads in books and to be honest he doesn't treat her the way she would like to be but who else is going to have her? No one wants the 'fat one' in her group of friends and compared to the model that is Scarlett no one would look twice at her so she has stayed with Mark hoping one day he will be what she needs.

But what happens when someone comes along who ignites that spark and shows her what she deserves?All Rights Reserved

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