You Deserve To Be Loved
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Ongoing, First published Sep 29, 2016
Mature
I think of you day and night Blaire. When I'm not with you, all I want is to be with you, and when I'm with you, I feel at peace with the whole world. I look into your eyes and just know you're what I've been searching for my entire life, 'cause your eyes say what your mouth never could. I know we aren't doomed, Blaire, I also know that we are meant for each other. The fact that we're broken doesn't mean we can't fit together, each in our own way..."

I need us back, I need you back and I need my Blaire back. Please babe, don't do this to me. I can change for you Blaire, I wanna be a better person for you ...Please, just give me another chance. I know this is selfish of me, to ask you for a second chance, but I promise this time will be different. I ain't gonna drag you down in the mud with me while your trying to save me. 'cause this time, I'm going to save you ." Drew pleads on his knees  in front of everyone on the street tears flowing down his cheeks . 

I watch him broken hearted because I never thought we would arrive at this point. My face return expressionless after remembering the day I saw him making out with Tori in the hallway. My heart break in that moment, but it shattered after he left me with a letter .

They say we only  break our hearts, but right now all my is body also broken . I keep asking myself if I will always feel this way. 

If I will always feel this broken at the sight of him.

If I will ever be able to give my all to a person or even more if I can ever admit to him the love I felt for him has faded. 

There is a thin line between love and hate but there's also a thinner line between love and pain. And that's because once the love has faded, the memories you have tends to be pain .

Pain changed me.
It  made me stronger than I was ,but it also killed my soul

"I'm sorry but you're talking to the wrong person, I'm Jade woods "i say wanly.


Yeah I'm no more Blaire Watson, I'm Jade woods in this town.
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I'm running, my dress bunched up in my fists. But I'm not running for my life I'm running for his, and when I see him I stop. There is one bulky man on either side of him, they have their arms linking his, he's kneeling in front of someone with raven black hair. As we get closer, I see his pain in the way he's holding himself, his brown hair is clouding his face. Something catches in my throat as I see him bent forward, almost looking limp. The panic is slowly eating me up on the inside. 'Please lift your head, let me see your eyes' I pray inside my head. He can't be gone. It's almost like he hears my prayers as he looks up, his blue eyes as deep as the ocean depths, knocks the breath out of me as per usual. I close my eyes and thank God for keeping him alive. The right side of his jaw is all purple and red. A cut on the other side of his face, which is oozing with the red liquid. He suddenly looks past the black haired male to look at us, reassurance washing over his features. It's when he sees me that his eyes widen, and the panic grows by the second. He goes from a slump to picking himself upright. He's hurt. Badly. The black haired man spins around as we walk closer in their direction. All 6 of us stop as I catch a glimpse of the face. A deadly grin appears on his wicked face. "Boys, I've been waiting for you" He shouts loud and clear. "And you brought the girl" * Crescent Bay Dawson was once popular but now she lives in the shadow of her twin brother. The only person who notices her is the cocky, egotistic, Star Quarterback of the school; Elliott Grayson. Can Elliott charm her into falling for him or will she finally win the heart of her childhood crush? #2 in humor - 2nd February 2018 #5 in teen fiction - 6th November 2017 Honestly if you wanna laugh this book will make you laugh cause that's what I'm all about!