You Deserve To Be Loved
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Last published Thu, Jan 14, 2021
I think of you day and night Blaire. When I'm not with you, all I want is to be with you, and when I'm with you, I feel at peace with the whole world. I look into your eyes and just know you're what I've been searching for my entire life, 'cause your eyes say what your mouth never could. I know we aren't doomed, Blaire, I also know that we are meant for each other. The fact that we're broken doesn't mean we can't fit together, each in our own way..."
I need us back, I need you back and I need my Blaire back. Please babe, don't do this to me. I can change for you Blaire, I wanna be a better person for you ...Please, just give me another chance. I know this is selfish of me, to ask you for a second chance, but I promise this time will be different. I ain't gonna drag you down in the mud with me while your trying to save me. 'cause this time, I'm going to save you ." Drew pleads on his knees in front of everyone on the street tears flowing down his cheeks .
I watch him broken hearted because I never thought we would arrive at this point. My face return expressionless after remembering the day I saw him making out with Tori in the hallway. My heart break in that moment, but it shattered after he left me with a letter .
They say we only break our hearts, but right now all my is body also broken . I keep asking myself if I will always feel this way.
If I will always feel this broken at the sight of him.
If I will ever be able to give my all to a person or even more if I can ever admit to him the love I felt for him has faded.
There is a thin line between love and hate but there's also a thinner line between love and pain. And that's because once the love has faded, the memories you have tends to be pain .
Pain changed me.
It made me stronger than I was ,but it also killed my soul
"I'm sorry but you're talking to the wrong person, I'm Jade woods "i say wanly.
Yeah I'm no more Blaire Watson, I'm Jade woods in this town.
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