Somewhere I Belong
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Last published Thu, Oct 24, 2013
{AU in the future} "Gay." The one word that caused so much change in a world that was once great. Saying, wearing, or doing anything that would hint at the chance of being queer, and your life was over. Dan Howell. Seventeen and normal as a teen could be. He thought he was waking up to a normal day, but oh, how wrong was he? When all seems to take a turn for the worst, a little sliver of sunlight started to shine through the cracks in the cold, cement walls. ((This has a partnering story on my friend Phoebe's account, idkphoebe, which is Phil's POV of the story. You don't have to read it, but if you want both sides of the story, i suggest you do.))
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