Friends with benefits
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A girl who hates herself more than kanye loves kanye, who has tried countless times to kill herself and harm herself in any way possible. She's had severe depression and anxiety since she was 9. Because of that one day.
That one day ruined her entire life.
Now she's in highschool. 16 and more depressed than ever. She met another boy. He was cute with an innocent smile, but what they do behind the backs of their friends is far from innocent.
She didn't want to do this again. But she craved some sort of physical attention. Because she wanted to feel loved but is truly afraid of love, so it was the second best thing.
One day he saw something he wasn't supposed to see. And that day he promised her something that changed what they had.
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Hope you enjoy this little preview. I am going to try my best to update at least once a week.
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