His laugh, his smile, his eyes, and his last words. Oh god his last words were the saddest things I've ever heard, but he meant them, I know he did. Three words, eight letters, and it was all the truth, but the truth hurts so much.
"I love you."
Those words will never have the same meaning. Because they'll be my last memory of him.
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It was just a simple mission, no one was supposed to get hurt. They had done it plenty of times before.
So why did it go so wrong? And why did take him?
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The pain, the tears, the silence, it seemed to never stop. Everything reminded them of him, no matter what it was, it was all him.
Only one of them had felt the worst of it, because he was his everything, and losing him felt like the world had ended. He was gone, he wasn't returning from that mission.
Until he did.
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Blank, unknowing, confused, not like they remembered him. Not how he was in their fondest memories. He was there, but wasn't .
When he was gone, they only had a memory, but when he returned, it was like he never had.
Maybe that's all he'll ever be, a memory.
A boy that suffered from anorexia nervosa moved from his home town to Canada with his currently abusive mother and scared sister.
With no one to go to for help he deals with it by himself. Being successful in getting rid of most of the insults that weighed him down most of his life all he has to deal with now is his abusive mother, and bullies...
And the crush he has developed on a certain somebody, a crush he wants to deny is real.
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A boy seemingly living the dream with his rich and very religious family, his popularity in school, and his great friends finds his life turning a little sideways at the sudden appearance of a mysterious stranger.
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And an unexpected 'project' ripping them away from each other.
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TRIGGER WARNINGS:
Anorexia, Depression, Abuse, Violence, Strong Language, Mention's of Suicide, Mention's of Self-Harm