His laugh, his smile, his eyes, and his last words. Oh god his last words were the saddest things I've ever heard, but he meant them, I know he did. Three words, eight letters, and it was all the truth, but the truth hurts so much.
"I love you."
Those words will never have the same meaning. Because they'll be my last memory of him.
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It was just a simple mission, no one was supposed to get hurt. They had done it plenty of times before.
So why did it go so wrong? And why did take him?
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The pain, the tears, the silence, it seemed to never stop. Everything reminded them of him, no matter what it was, it was all him.
Only one of them had felt the worst of it, because he was his everything, and losing him felt like the world had ended. He was gone, he wasn't returning from that mission.
Until he did.
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Blank, unknowing, confused, not like they remembered him. Not how he was in their fondest memories. He was there, but wasn't .
When he was gone, they only had a memory, but when he returned, it was like he never had.
Maybe that's all he'll ever be, a memory.
(WARNING!: DEPRESSING CONTENT, POORLY WRITTEN: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK)
"I deserve just as much pain as she gives me." He said fully meaning it and crushing my heart all at once.
"No you don't. You are just a broken person both inside and out and all you need is to be fixed. When you're fixed there is nothing but beauty deep in you." I told him truthfully as he looked into my eyes with his shining with tears. In that moment all I could do was feel my heart break for this beautiful boy.
But something else was there and it was that I cared for him too. I was starting to fall for Andy. Before I could comprehend what was happening, I slowly leaned towards him and gave him a gentle kiss on his lips. It only lasted a couple of seconds, but it was enough to tell him that he wasn't alone. That he had me and together we could get through this.
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*Attention:THIS STORY IS VERY VERY POORLY WRITTEN!!!!!! VERY VERY BAD!!!!!!!! It's gotten more popular than I thought it would be and for that I'm embarrassed because it's not my best work. You're free to be however critical you want to be on this<3