(Description from my poem "Dark Shadow")
That feeling when you know,
You're always going to be alone.
No matter what people say, what they do.
You're always going to be alone,
That feeling when you go home,
And no one's waiting,
When you walk up to the shower,
Wishing someone was there to say, "stop i love you"
But no,
Lonelyness is forever going to be with me,
Heading up to the shower,
To finish the deed,
To kill the mistake you're mother made so many years ago,
Feeling that dark shadow,
Creep across you're mind, saying,
"The world's better off without you anyways."
Time to make the world better.
As Dallas and Drayton navigate life in the spotlight, Spencer is navigating intense feelings for Nathan - her best friend's brother.
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Dallas and Drayton are planning their wedding, talking babies and learning how to navigate life in LA now that Drayton is a hotshot football player in the big leagues. Meanwhile, Spencer and Nathan are back at home in Colorado, coming to terms with their feelings for one another and learning how to co-parent with Grayson, the father of Spencer's daughter. Will the realities of adult life strengthen them - or will their relationships break?
[Sequel to The QB Bad Boy and Me]
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