Pain, Regret, And Jealousy (A Vampire Knight Fanfic)

I watch silently from the upper balcony as Lord Kaname brings the back of his hand across Aido's face, the sound echoing through the empty room. I watch as he dismisses the blonde with hidden anger. I watch as he caresses the flushed girl with his sodt hand, his eyes holding a gentleness only Yuki has seen.
My grip on the railing tightens as bars in my grasp are crushed into a thin sheet. Every glass object shatters and I am positive I had awoken the aristocrats but I don't care.
All I care about is the scene before me. Why? Why won't he look at me that way? Why won't he speak to me with such care? Why won't he even give me a second glance?
WHAT MAKES YUKI CROSS SO SPECIAL?!
Breaking glass. Everything is shattering into small bits, including my heart. I see Yuki and Kaname look up at me. I faintly hear my name being called as I rush past them. But I don't care. I must get out of here. I must save my aching heart. I must stop the hole forming in my chest. I MUST LEAVE CROSS ACADEMY.