Sleepless Nights

Only LORD knows the nights I cried at,
Only LORD knows how many times I pray for change,
Only LORD knows why I do wrong and hustle like I do,
Only LORD knows why I wanted to take my life but I couldn't

Once upon a time I was wishing that I knew how to read because I grow up like a street kid who was known to have two Mother and Father who are rich,
But I use to sleep outside, I use to sleep without eating, while my parents where overseas working...

Only LORD knows the nights I cried at,
Only LORD knows how many times I pray for change,
Only LORD knows why I do wrong and hustle like I do,
Only LORD knows why I wanted to take my life but I couldn't

Only LORD knows about my sleeplessness night,
Why are they using black dark magic against me that cause nightmares or maybe,
They dislike that I am an mixed race South African who thinks like a Jew
Maybe I am too pretentious...
Maybe I am too ugly...

Only LORD knows the nights I cried at,
Only LORD knows how many times I pray for change,
Only LORD knows why I do wrong and hustle like I do,
Only LORD knows why I wanted to take my life but I couldn't,

Sometimes I wonder why I was born
But my sister says that's an insult to my Mother
usually I'm asking myself that what is my reason and main purpose in life because NO body seems to care, cares about me...