Bones
- Reads 144
- Votes 14
- Parts 7
Ongoing12m
Last published Mon, Dec 26, 2016
Dan isn't eating. He is self conscious. Can Phil save him? And if he does , can Dan trust Phil?
*trigger warning all through the story *
DONT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED !
Written by @dan_howell_defence squad and @dewy_the_koala on Instagram
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