Phil or death
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MatureComplete Sun, Oct 2, 2016<5 mins
Dans brother recently committed suicide for reasons Dan just can't understand. Overwhelmed with grief Dan now stands on the same cliff face. Will Phil find him before he makes the choice?
I may continue in another part or sequel depending on reaction.
short story, suicidal references, phanfic
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