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Desolation Of The Imagination

Marshmellowkiller101

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Reads 1,591
Votes 136
Parts 15
Time 2h 32m

Marshmellowkiller101

Mature

depression mavin mentalhealth romance

Oliver Jones was about as normal as it got.
On the outside.
However, on the inside, he was a complex mechanism that struggled with things that no one should have to struggle with.
Apart from being put in a family that he didn't belong in and a realization about his Dad's that makes his life a hundred times more complicated, he struggles with his sexuality and a looming darkness that he never thought would torment him.
However, Oliver still struggles to answer his one, curious, question;
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