Different Shades Of Blue *AmazingPhil fan fic* *Completed*
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  • Reads 6,022
  • Votes 268
  • Parts 38
  • Time 2h 7m
Complete, First published Sep 28, 2013
Mature
THIS IS A REALLY BADLY WRITTEN FIC IT WAS ON OF MY FIRST AND I HAVE LEARNED A LOT, READ MY OTHER STUFF IT'S BETTER.

But if you still want to read this then stay tuned for a sad sad story.

Phil never really feel good about himself, but the thing that always bothered Phil the most was his weight. Which is why Phil is now here at a mental care centre because of a eating disorder and depression. Phil never thought he would fall in love with a girl who he never spoken to before, the only thing he knows about her is that she has different shades of blue in her eyes than Phil does.
But what happens if just when his life is getting better, it all falls down again? will he be able to cope with the loss of friends, family and the stress of keeping secret's? 


*WARNINGS*

Self harm
Depression
Suicide 
Talk of Suicide
Eating Disorders
Strong language
upsetting chapters
Swearing
Character death 

I know that nothing in this story has ever happened, it is all fiction, I only write for fun <3
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Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions