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Waiting for the Sun ✓

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Reads 472,669
Votes 9,944
Parts 16
Time 1h 12m

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boy boyfriend boyxgirl bullying contemporary depression dying friendship girl hate hatetolove love pain sadness self suicidal suicide teenfiction

❝Depression is like a war; you either win or you die trying.❞

Sixteen-year-old Lacey Lawless wants to die. The bullying has gone on for too long, and it's getting harder to hide the bruises she receives from the abuse at home. Living doesn't seem worth it anymore, and breathing feels like a chore. When Alex, the mysterious new boy, starts taking an interest in Lacey, will she see that life is worth living? Or will she end it all without a second thought?
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