Freshman Year

A lot of people say that their freshman year were one of the best times of their life, but not for me. I'm an upcoming 14 year old freshman, and I'm not looking forward to this school year. After everything I've been through, school is the VERY last thing on my mind.
I have no friends. No family, except my granny. No life, basically. No one understands me. No one realizes what I go through. I have no life.