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Diary of a Suicidal Nothing

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Reads 179
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Time 9m

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If I happen to write a poem 
That fails to amuse you
Or disagrees with you
Or fucks you up a bit or even a lot
Dont worry about it
Youll get over it
People always do
And if you don't like it
I couldn't care less
I wasn't trying to satisfy you
Or anyone else
But I touched you
Didn't I?
That's all that counts
In the end and in the beginningAll Rights Reserved

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