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the world is sad, really sad actually. its a sad world filled with sad people living sad lives, trying to make happiness out of sadness and failing time after time, but still not coming to terms with the truth. and the truth is... well... its a sad world. but theres more to it than just sad. its poetic. I've always tried to write stories in a fictional world with a fictional person, lives a fictional happy life, but at the and of the day nobody can relate to the story. 

 but this story isn't fictional. this is my story. of a sad girl in a sad world .All Rights Reserved

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Hurt Beyond Repair.

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