They say " You can never make the same mistake twice because the second time you make it, it's not a mistake,it's a choice ." Maybe I should have learned the first time or the second,but it's was like I couldn't stay way. Even when I know he wasn't good for me I just kept coming back. He was like my addiction and I was his addicted. Until I finally came to my senses and thought about how things went from good to bad, that's when I realized I had choices and I went with the bad.