I took 5 pills, just to calm down my feelings, to just make myself numb for a little, just for a little... Just to feel..nothing.
I heard a buzzing, and I thought it was just in my head, but it was my phone. I tried to get up but I was very dizzy due to the pills. I started to feel tipsy, I felt like the whole world was spinning. I was half way there when my legs just gave up. I fell to the floor, my head hitting the floor. Hard. I managed to crawl to my bed, and grabbed my phone. I fell back down to the floor, and pressed the answer button. I heard Niall's voice.
>>Hiiiii babe.So I've heard you've been at it again. Listen to me, please don't do it. Don't ever think you are alone. Don't ever let anyone bring you down.<< Niall said.
>>You are gorgeous. Everything about you is gorgeous. We know you've been through alot. And the fact you're still trying is absolutely incredible, keep doing it babe<< Louis said.
>>Myself and the rest of the boys love you. Don't forget the other 10 million as well. We all love you. Put that razor down. You don't deserve it. Please don't do it. Please don't. We love you<<Harry said.
>>Just stop, put that razor down, and think about us, think about the people who love you<< Liam said.
>>We love you, don't ever forget that babe" Zayn said.