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compiling
what I've been verbally hiding
behind my gleeful eyes
and all my meaningful smiles
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some of my feelings
I silently bears
without you knowing
I've silently spoken lots of inappropriate swears
------------------
just train of thoughts of mine
and turn to words that rhyme
ready to confine
to the feelings I badly want to define
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some may you might not understand
for it is my language,
came from my native land
ready to vanquish,
of what's in my mind
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once I said, "life is better."
now, I realize, "life is bitter."
life is an upside down everywhere
believe me or not, but I swearAll Rights Reserved

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