pain

here's the thing about a girl with a good heart, you wonder why she's so sensitive. you wonder why she's so caring. you wonder why she's so willing to give so much of herself with no expectation of anything in return. it's because she doesn't make you work hard for the attention she gives you. it's because she excepts the love she thinks she's earned and you accept the love you think you're entitled to. it's because she accepts the apologies you don't mean, she forgives the mistakes you didn't learn from, and she forgets the misery you don't stop bringing. because of her good heart, she's making excuses for you when you hurt her, she's truly looking past how cruel of a person you truly are, and she's been ignoring the idea of leaving you because she's not the type of girl to give up on you. she trusted you too easily, she got attached too quickly, and she fell for you too soon and she knows this, but it's not like she can help it. she just has that good of a heart to be able to see the good in you and not let your imperfections determine whether or not you're good enough for her. it also makes her believe that you also have a good heart and you're capable of meeting every expectation she has because she would do the same for you. but let me tell you something, okay? here's what you should be afraid of. you should be afraid of the day that a good heart gives up on you because when that happens, then you've truly lost something valuable, and by then, it'll be a little too late for sorrys and regrets.

lowercase intended; enjoy.