{STILL IN WORKS} Alone In The Darkness...
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MatureOngoing18m
Last published Wed, Nov 25, 2020
Sometimes you have to decide who's worth living for
Someone told me to put this here so lol:
Depression: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide: 1-800-784-8433
Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255
Sexuality: 1-800-246-7743
Trans lifeline: 1-877-565-8860
Eating Disorders: 1-847-831-3438
Rape or Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
TEXT anonymous crisis councilor: 741741
Domestic Violence: 1-800-799-7233
(WARNING: CONTAINS DEPRESSION, ABUSE, SELF-HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/SUICIDE ETC.)
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