Forgiveness (Ashton Irwin)
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Last published Mon, Aug 4, 2014
He's gone. he left with out saying good bye and he broke my heart
He hasn't called or texted me, its like he doesn't even know i exist anymore. But how could i be so stupid?! i was standing in the way of his dreams and he probably has a girlfriend already sense he's toured with the number one boy band One Direction and is all over twitter, instagram,face book, tumblr ect! i doubt if i called him he wouldn't have a clue why i am.
That's write i'm just another girl that he used to know. One girl that hung out with him sense we were little. The same girl that still loves him to death but wants to hate him!
its impossible though. the only time i ever see him is watching his keeks. witch his pretty stupid because i seem like just another fan watching his damn keeks. I don't even know why i watch them! well, its because i miss him so much... but that was not what the big deal is its not Ashton I have to forgive..
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