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When she came in my life, I had realised that I was still young, my own self felt so boring and dull in front of her bright and bubbly spirit. Whatever I found annoying in others, I found myself loving the same in her.
She was so different, even from me, yet it felt so perfect. She was like a breath of life and warmth in my life. Something, I realised, I yearned for all those years.
Her bravery and stubbornness, her will to do something, attracted me the most.
All so suddenly I felt myself falling, falling in love with her.
All this time, I denied it, kept pushing her away. I didn't realise that I pushed her so far from me, that she would never come back.
It felt like all the life was sucked out of me, all the warmth leaving my body, all the meaning taken away from my life, all the love taken away from my heart.
Did I do something wrong? Why did this happen to me? Why was life making me regret all my decisions?
The memories came back to me, something I would treasure forever.
But I wanted Lillian.
She did so much for me, proved herself strong, fought death with me, helped me in all my endeavours, yet, what did she get out of it? What did I give her? Death?
I wanted to curl myself in a small ball and hide in a corner, forgetting everything. What would get out of all the money?
I could kill that Dalgliesh and happily face the hangman's noose. What did I have to live for anymore? All the money felt worthless now.
'Karim, she... she left me, Karim, she left me...' I whispered, my chest heaving, my forehead still pressed against hers.
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This will be a series of one shots from the amazing, Storm and Silence by Sir Rob Thier.
These one shots will describe how Ambrose fights with his inner feelings. How much he has going on in his mind, yet hides it well from public view.(some Lillian povs too)
All characters are owned br Sir Rob.
Hope you enjoy them!
Falling in love with an enemy knowingly is wrong. What if, it happens unknowingly?
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" W-what this? " I lost the ability to speak English properly. I understood what was that but I couldn't function. My heart didn't believe this. The marriage we had cannot be fake. It didn't feel fake.
" Why? Can't you understand the clearly written words? " He said. Yes, he answered me. But why was he behaving this way? I moved towards him and stood in front of him.
I just can't get what this means? Was this fake? Why? What did I do to deserve this?
" I c-can't understand anything," I said slowly. I just wish this comes out to be a fake thing. All of this a joke. I helplessly looked towards him. He was quiet and looked emotionless. I felt scared of his behavior for the first time.
This is not true. It can't be.
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Briar Eliza Shah or Eliza Joseph is a 19 years old girl - she does have a lot of DARK secrets from the horrible past. Still, she is not the innocent one or any good kinda word that can describe her, instead, she is the hard one here, incredibly stubborn but still has a heart where the good side and the painful side is buried hidden deep somewhere and there is also fear of her HUNTERS ...
Here meet the one and only Cayden Donovan, he's not your only typical Greek god looking guy but also has an incredibly cold nature. He's not the one to stay back when he's scared, he fights and ends it ....ends his fears and the fear here is not any kind of failure but instead, it's the past and his search for the people in it, he is secretive and loves to keep it that way. But what will happen when he meets Briar?
Cover by @chrmar04