The Secrets I'll Never Tell.
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What would you do if you lost your big brother on your birthday?Only to find out he had lung cancer.
Meet Avalena Grace Blaze,17 years old when she lost her brother Andrew Grant Blaze.And after his death she completely spiraled out of control.She started having bad nightmares,insomnia, and depression.
But she never told anyone what was happening instead she completely shut herself off to the world and developed a pattern.
School,work,gym,take antidepressants and read.
She avoided her old friends and stopped going out much.
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Now a year later and she is forced to move.Why you ask?Well after her parents found out what was happening they demanded she go to therapy. After 3 months of therapy her therapist suggested that she went away for a while to get away from what happened.
So they sent her to go live with her uncle Ian in New York.Now in a new place,with no familiarity in her surroundings how will Ava cope?
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