AMBIVALENT {h.s} [ON HOLD]
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  • Reads 2,813
  • Votes 170
  • Parts 32
  • Time 2h 18m
Ongoing, First published Oct 09, 2016
AMBIVALENT: 

/am·biv·a·lent/ (adj.): 

having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone.


Elena's life resembles a terrible train wreck. Everything has gone down a dangerous track and lost its course and direction. She drinks away her feelings and lets no one close enough to hurt her, so at least that way she knows it can't get any worse.

Harry has a great, high paying job where he can work from home, a huge house, a nice car, and people who care about him. He should be happy, right? Wrong. He parties away his nights and hooks up with random girls to distract himself from the reality of his past.

When Elena and Harry meet under unusual circumstances, things begin to change for the both of them. Elena starts to feel something for Harry, no matter how hard she tries not to, and thinks there's something else inside him driving his kinky sexual behavior. Could he be the one to pull her through the dark, or will his back and forth attitude and failure to let her in drive her even farther from the right track?
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