Reminiscing the Past
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Last published Tue, Sep 19, 2017
Lexi
You know that feeling, when someone you love left you because you made a promise you didn't fulfill? That's what I feel today.
It's been years. 5 years to be exact. Since my first love/best friend/partner in crime/boyfriend/ red string died. He died because of me.
If I had not done it, then maybe he would still be alive. Then maybe we would still be together. I regret everything. Everything I did to him.
By the way, I am Alexa Hazel Grace Scott. Lexi for short.: The reason why Franz Mazeon Gabriel Lee killed himself.
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What does she mean by "If I had not done it,..."? Did she betrayed him? Find out!
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